Its was written in shorthand so its hard to read. Post was not sent - check your email addresses. Many blessings to you. BYU was once the perfect place to find a great young woman and get married.
Most mormon girls look at guys like you as a project and that they have a lifetime to work on the project. Women do not get to hold the priesthood and function in an equal role with men. Breaking up with someone solely because of religion is something people condemn alot on this sub when its a Mormon breaking it off with a non Mormon, but if floats both ways. You'll take out the trash, coordinate all the home repairs, pay all the bills, do all the yard work and generally work your ass off until you're emotionally and physically drained. I believe strongly that I was meant to marry my spouse. All these post confirming how doctors cheat all the time on their spouse kills me and my hope in a future with him. Because people who have problems with interfaith families must needs shortly become a thing of the past. I think our entire family feels the loneliness including himself.
I'd like to reiterate, though, that sheer physical exhaustion isn't as much of a problem for me as it might be for a med student or a doctor, so he might be deserving of the benefit of doubt if he doesn't keep in touch regularly. Made many attempts to do things together, but always get excuses of being tired or not interested. I went to BYU.
He says he hasn't loved me for the last 2 years and was only staying for the sake of the kids. The complete week I stay alone and feel lonely without a call or a message and even sometimes without a reply. As a matter of fact, you can begin here. That deal with polygamy explained. Thought the girl and I had a future, and we did, just not with each other I'll bet there are hundreds of boyfriend converts out there.